:: RIGHT HERE WAITING ::

Hello earthlings! It's raining right now and I'm lovin' it. The weather's been horrible these few days. It was like my skin would tear off in no time. So yea, the rain would probably kill the heat. Just now, I watched Forever Michael Tribute Concert and Michael Jackson's This Is It on FoxMovies. It made me start thinking, shouldn't there be more tributes for Whitney Houston showing on television? And E entertainment was showing a documentary programme regarding the death of Michael Jackson too. But oh well, Whitney Houston's a really awesome singer with powerful voice. Her songs are full of emotions and love. R.I.P. Whitney Houston. You will be remembered forever :) .

Yesterday, I went for string ensemble practice as usual. My teacher put me into violin 2 because there were only a few members of violin 2 who were present. I thought it was just for practices so the entire practice wouldn't sound so unequal since virtually all violin 3 players were present. I went and sat next to Shawn. Then after that, I only realized that my name would be put under violin 2 for our April's performance. I was so so so pissed off! Last year, I used to be in violin 2. Then teacher said that I should be promoted to violin 1. Then after a few practices, she told me that violin 3 needed more violinists so she put me into violin 3. After so many practices, I can practically memorize which part is the soloist's melody and which is not. I can already muster each and every part of the scores so well. And now, I have to practise all over again. Different scores, different sections, different friends, different style! It's so unfair why I'm the sole violinist who is changed to other groups anytime she likes! People call me a football 'cos teacher gets to kick me from this place to that place and that place to another place whenever she wants!

Another thing is that, I'm gonna sit for my grade 8 violin exam in June and yes, FINALLY I get to go for the exam. But I seriously DO NOT want to be yelled during classes. I hate the exam pieces I hate them! I can't believe that there are actually such lousy composers who would think that their pieces are good enough to be the exam pieces. THEY'RE LOUSY. The main point is that, THERE'S PRACTICALLY NO MAIN MELODY AT ALL. It's really hard for me to muster the pieces I don't like. Hence, I get scolded during classes and the teacher starts to yell at me without even caring about my feelings. I feel so devastated, useless and I just want to forsake, NOW. If I were to go for exam at the right time, I WOULD HAVE FINISHED GRADE 8 WHEN I WAS 13! Sometimes, it's not utterly the students' fault for not practising. It's the teacher who doesn't take things seriously and shirks all her responsibilities when she's supposed to be in class during lessons all the time, to be able to communicate with the students, TO KNOW WHEN IS THE RIGHT TIME TO FOOL AROUND AND WHEN IS NOT.

Honestly, I didn't plan to type all of these craps here but my fingers just couldn't stop typing. My heat is rising, so yea, forgive me. Last last Saturday was Kuen Cheng's Chinese New Year celebration. I went back and it was awesome! I got to meet up with all my friends who I really missed a lot, my teachers and my juniors! The guys have grown so much taller and I was amazed how guys could grow so quickly in such a short period! I had to lift up my head to look at them and it felt strictly awkward, :D . The school was utterly decorated with red lanterns and sorts. Felt completely different in Sri KL as Sri KL wasn't decorated for CNY. We took some photos outside Sr1ScA and we crapped a lot.

I received a letter from Kuen Cheng on Friday last week. It felt darn good to receive something from that school. Hah, and it was to inform me to collect RM100. So, on the next day, I chose to go at the time when they were having their lunch break so that I could meet them. I had to make my dad wake up early 'cos their lunch break was at 9.45pm. When I was there to collect the money from a teacher, she told me that all students from Sri KL are excluded because Sri KL is under Sri KL International School. I was damn pissed off 'cos I went there all the way from Puchong and eventually she told me that I couldn't get it? And, I'm not even studying in an international school. They seriously have no idea how to differentiate Sri KL School and Sri KL International School -.- .

On Sunday, the family and I had dinner with the family from my mother's side. Not many of my relatives came but we still had lots of fun. YeeSang has always been my all time favourite but I only get to eat it during Chinese New Year. Oh and, Chinese New Year has ended. It feels terrible as there are no CNY cookies, CNY angpaus, CNY fire crackers, CNY drama and movie marathons anymore!!

I went for Karaoke with Wendy, Shuqi, ZhiSan and YiTeng on Thaipusam. We didn't sing, WE SCREAMED, as usual. It's simply tough for us to not scream when we're together in the kbox. We always love to challenge ourselves by singing the songs with really high pitch, for example: I will always love you, JianAo and some other Chinese songs from the old generations. Yea we're just awesome like that ;) . Also, RedBox provided us YeeSang for FREE and it tasted pretty goooood. But sad thing was that only few of us could make it. One had to go for tuition, another one had high fever, another retarded one had sore throat. However, we had real fun and it's their loss for not turning up :P .

I don't get why people on Facebook

have to tell the entire world

that they're single

and it's gonna be a lonely Valentines' Day for them.

C'mon,

get a life.

xoxo

:: FROM THE ASHES ::

Good evening everyone! Sorry for not updating recently but I was superbly busy these few days. Homeworks are seriously stressing me up. I didn't have to do my homeworks when I was in my previous school. Well, I had to but I didn't want to. All I had to do was to copy, copy and COPY. Simple and nice :) . But I told myself that copying won't do me any good and it's definitely not helping me on enhancing those subjects drastically. So yea, I'm starting to learn to not copy and do everything on my own. Doesn't sound like me at all, haha. But firstly, I so so so need to improve my time management.

31st of January was my birthday and it wasn't too bad. At least a little bit better than what I expected earlier. I was expecting for a day which I would be lonely and it wouldn't even be my birthday that I will actually remember. But one thing was that in school, YingYing remembered my birthday and so everyone in the class knew it was my birthday. They started wishing me and they sang me birthday song as well. I felt the warmth, lol. We were in the Bio-lab and I was sitting beside Joyce. We were talking for 2 periods and when she knew it was my birthday, she kept saying that she felt really sucky 'cos she didn't know it was my birthday. The point is, we were talking for 2 periods! Haha, I didn't mention that to her 'cos I don't think it was necessary, though.

You might be staring at my dad in the last photo. Wondering why does he look so gay huh? Nahh, he wanted to cover his body with the pillow 'cos he wasn't wearing a shirt, haha. So, Chinese New Year is coming to an end. How's your CNY so far? Mine was okay and nothing special happened. The family and I went back to daddy's hometown. Missing the peace over there already :D . We also went to Thailand, as usual.

Dear GongGong, how are you in heaven up there? I sincerely wish you a very happy Chinese New Year and I hope you feel the sincere in me. I miss you so much. I want you to tell me more jokes which no one could ever tell me better. I want you to cook me maggie for supper when I feel hungry that I can feel the love from you through the noodles :) . I want to see you combing your bald head with gel to make your head look shinny. I want you to make me milo and say it's coffee. Why is God so cruel? Why did God ever take you away from us without even giving us an opportunity to say goodbye?

On the last day of school before CNY holidays, I was so excited and I was waiting for the bell to ring during the last period. When school was dismissed, my classmates gathered their iPhones on the table. I was surprised how people nowadays love iPhone so much. Then, we went to the canteen and had our lunch. It was nasi lemak and it didn't taste that bad. Today's was quite terrible 'cos we had tomato rice, chicken (which I'm completely sick of it already), salmon and vege for lunch. The rice tasted pretty eccentric. But it's still bearable. Well at least it's better than the tomato spaghetti in school -.- . Worst was mushroom soup. You wanna know how bad the mushroom soup tasted like? You can go and get mushroom soup in can, cook it and mix it with MILK. I almost have puked out everything after my first sip. Nobody in school will ever think that it's nice.

School is getting much better already. I am starting to get used to the new environment, teachers and friends. To be frank, the friends there are nicer far beyond my expectation. I had fun with a few of them who I would like to introduce here: Tharchanna (my first Indian friend and it's utterly fun to be with her. She's talkative, hilarious and kind. I love her :D ), Nura (my second Malay friend. She has beautiful teeth, haha!), Joyce (the awesome friend of mine who sits beside me. She calls me a loudspeaker and says she's a mouse 'cos she's shy. As a matter of fact, she can be pretty loud but oh well, I still win when it comes to comparing the loudness between Joyce and I XD ), LingHui (another awesome friend of mine who sits behind Joyce. She has a smart look that makes me feel tiny sometimes :D . She talks a lot, but I ALSO win when it comes to comparing :D ), YingYing (my good friend who has countless of similarities with me. She's adorable 'cos she has 2 dimples. The way she speaks is also very very cute. She does not sound like a form 4 student at all! I love talking to her :D ), Jinghann (a very friendly friend who is always busy with her prefect duty but I still love her lots, heh. She always has the AC remote control with her which I find it pretty cute. And, she's a great swimmer :) ), Crystal (who sits next to me. She's smart and funny. She belongs to the school's volleyball team and I envy how she can cope with both sports and studies. She's awesome too!) and Sheena (my 2nd Indian friend who is in red house with me. Sadly, she's transferring to another school soon ;( ).

There are also some other friends who are really nice, like ChengMun, Senoja, WenQian, ShuHuan, SiuChing, ShunEe, WaiHoe, Ryan, Aaron, TzeSheng, NelSern and dot dots. Life's getting so much better and I'm lovin' it. How's yours ;) ?

It is not length of life

but depth of life that matters.

Make your life wonderful

and full of challenges.

xoxo

:: KISS GOODBYE ::

Good day peeps! Today's the last day of school before CNY holidays. Since I didn't get to go anywhere right after school, I have plenty of time to blog right now. I'll talk about school in my next post, just so you're curious why I'm not updating about it, haha. In this post, I have some messages to my friends in Kuen Cheng. I don't know if they will actually read it, I don't know if they actually know the existence of this blog, but I'll just write. Since school has restarted, I only realized how much I missed them and how much I regretted not appreciating and cherishing each time I had fun with my friends. These days, I've been recalling the moment when we sang together while I was playing the guitar during recesses on Thursdays, the moment when we couldn't stop talking about TVB dramas, the moment when we were scratching our head off solving all the mathematics equations, the moment when we were all helping each other on PMR and JUEC revisions, the moment when we took our junior graduation slip...... The moments which nothing and no one else could ever replace.

Dear HooYiTeng, I knew you when we were Form 2 and you're my smartest friend on this planet earth. You're so awesome I just can't find a reason to dislike you. You're friendly and affable. That is why I feel really lucky to have you as one of my best friends. Until now, you're still the one who coaxes me to think of the positive sides. Thanks for giving me perennial joy.

Dear LimJieXi, you're an adorable girl with cute bangs, which totally reminds me of Japanese. We can talk non-stop that we won't even realize if any catastrophes is hitting us. You're intelligent and diligent. Hoping that we can meet up sooner or later.

Dear CheowZhiSan, okay, I seriously do not know where to start with :D . YOUUUUUU, I think you're like my bestest best best best friend and I won't be able to breathe without you. You're like a system in my body that provides me oxygen. This shows how vital you are to me, cheow :) . I remember how we used to talk about HongKong dramas DURING exams when we were in primary school. We weren't that close at that time. Then on the 2nd day of high school, FuLaoShi smartly ordered you to sit next to me. And that's where out story began. You're the sole person who never fails to console me, make me feel like hitting you, make me LMAO, make me feel really annoyed with your philosophy, pull me up when I collapse, make the ugliest face I've ever seen, make the most disgusting flirty face, and most importantly, make me realize how important friends are in life. One day, if I were to write a story between a friend and I, you're my number one option :D .

Dear LeongJiaWen, no wait, you aren't LeongJiaWen! You are AUNTY LEONG! Hahahaha. We used to be ordinary friends who would just walk pass each other without even saying hi and bye. Then when we were form 3, you sat behind me. We started knowing each other more and finally, we became the craziest students in class. No wait, I wasn't crazy. YOU MADE ME CRAZY!! Ahh, now I get it. LeongJiaWen, I now declare that you are sentenced to death for making me CRAZY :P . I hate you! Nahhh, I love you :) .

Dear AngZhuanYuan, seriously, I do not know how to convey my love for you in mere words, son :) . You're the sun that makes me shine, you're the music that clears my chaos, you're the smile that makes me happy, you're the tissue that wipes away my tears, you're the ears that always listen to my words, you're the food that provides me energy, you're the fan that cools me down, you're the eyes that make me see more of the world...... YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING! You're not my friend, you don't deserve to be my friend, 'COS YOU DESERVE MORE! I Love You Forever & Always :) .

Dear SoonRueChien, you bad bad girl who makes me go MORE crazy just like how Aunty Leong did to me! Hahaha, just kiddin'. First of all, I would like to congratulate you as you have successfully become the president of KC school band! I wanna see more of you conducting 'cos you're simply HOT! Heh, and COOL! I really enjoy going for karaoke with you 'cos you have melodious voice like a hummingbird! Remember the times when you, Aunty Leong and I were thinking of the melodies for the lyrics before JUEC? It was awesome! I genuinely wish you luck for being Cheow's seat partner. I don't want you to turn abnormal after spending too much time with her, hahaha :D .

Dear LeeGillian, you're a very hyper friend of mine and I feel way too peaceful without any hyper friends around in my new school. You're helpful and considerate. The most precious moment we had together was when we suffered studying together in the library when we were having PMR. You gave me motivations, positive encouragements and full support. I wish you luck in your future to excel in all your examinations. I hope to see you being the best athlete in school one day :) . You and I, MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE LIKE JAGGER!

Dear TzarinaMustapa, MUMMAAAAAAAY!! Haha, you're the sexiest belieber ever! *rawr* Whenever I recall how I started talking to you for the very first time, I'll just laugh non-stop. And yes, it was JUSTIN BIEBER who started our conversation :D . I love spending time with you because both of us play same kinds of songs on the guitar! Love 'ya mum :) . Dear Nini, GRAMMAAAAAA!! First of all, you're a really cute and nice person. You're fun to chat with and I love how you always make me feel happy to see you 'cos when I see you, I see the word 'cheerful', haha. Oh oh oh, there was one time when we were jumping up and down for the entire break in JR3B, remember? WE WERE DARN RETARDED! WHY DID WE ACTUALLY DO THAT? Hahaha, but heck it was fun jumping around with you ;) .

Dear ChaiYiLing, MY DEAREST HUBBAAAAAAAY!! You're my most beloved hubby ever that sometimes I would ask myself, how great would it be if you were born a boy!? Haha, I'll definitely woo you 'till the end of my life. We started to get closer and closer because of cartoons. Gawsh, I still can't believe it XD . We were talking about Dibo, Higglytown Heroes and so forth! You're really adorable and I envy you because you have nice and fair skin :D . I hope you're enjoying yourself in Sri Garden and hopefully we can meet up soon. Love you forever & always, wifey :) .

Dear Charmaine, DADDAAAAAAY!! You're humorous, sporty, and BEAUTIFUL! Have I ever told you that some people in my class (JR3A I meant) told me that you're beautiful? Hah, now I'm telling you this if I haven't! I have to agree with them because you were born pretty with beautiful eyes! If I were telling you about this in person, YOU'LL DEFINITELY SHOW ME THAT DISGUSTED EXPRESSION :DD ! I don't understand why I don't have your genes. I actually FAILED my basketball test last year and you're a player from the school's basketball team. This is SHAMEFUL :( . Anyways, I hope you'll have a great year of 2012. We must hang out before the end of the world yeaaaa!

Dear LooWendy, bwahaha YOU SEXY LOO! We're already really great friends when we were standard 6. The days when I used to sit next to you in primary school were a torture to me 'cos YOUR LAUGHTER WAS FUNNIER THAN ANY OTHER JOKES OUT THERE! I ALWAYS HAD STOMACHACHE JUST BECAUSE OF LAUGHING TOO MUCH WITH YOU! But you're a really awesome friend of mine :) . You're fun to talk to and most importantly, we're practically the same kind of people, haha. To be honest, you're like another version of Cheow :D . I can't literally tell you how much I appreciate our friendship by words. OUR FRIENDSHIP IS BEYOND BOUNDARIES! CHEEEEEEEERS!

Dear LowSoonYin, you're another extremely HYPER friend of mine :) . We are the UGLY BETTIES! Haha, that's a dumb name which I created after we had our braces on together. What should I say? YOU'RE SMART BUT YOU'LL NEVER ADMIT IT! Haha, just ADMIT IT. If you don't, PROVE IT TO US BY ACHIEVING TERRIBLE RESULTS :D ! I wish you luck on finding your true love. And, I can't wait to hang out with you without braces! We're so gonna look SMEXY! Hahahaha, just kiddin' :D .

Dear YapZhiWen, I just only realized that we don't even have a photo together, CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? Lol. You're the best brother, the best silent-listener, the best helper and the BEST CHOCOLATE COLLECTOR :D ! I used to rely on you a lot, LIKE SERIOUSLY A LOT. 'Cos you're always there for me come what may. You listen, when I'm down; You help, when I'm not capable of finishing my works; You give comments, that I love to read best. Why do you have to be so reliable? YOUR FAULT :P ! Haha, the days in Sri KL without you are superbly miserable 'cos no one will tell me THE LAMEST JOKES on earth. Who is YapZhiWen? HE'S THE LAMEST PERSON EVER, but me likey :) .

Dear LoongChangHwang, I guess you won't even want to read this because you will only read things in Chinese, but I'll still write. You're another awesome brother and also a very awesome person to play + chat with. I envy you because you're really good in Mandarin and many other subjects, WHICH DO NOT INVOLVE LANGUAGES OTHER THAN MANDARIN. Haha, I know how much effort you have put on improving English, but it takes time kay Loong? Dream high and I believe one day, you'll reach your aim to start your career in America :) .

There are still a lot of people who made my junior high school life unforgettable. They're HanYin, SamYee, SethFoo, ZhiQian, AlisonTan, BeatriceTan, HaoYing, AndrewOoi, YeowRong and MANY MANY MORE! It will take me AGES to finish this post. In short, I'll like to thank all of you for making my junior high school life a blast and I can't find any reasons to not love you all :) . You guys are the best and I definitely have no regrets getting to know all of you. I LOVE MY KUENCHENG FRIENDS!

A real friend is one who walks in

when the rest of the world walks out.

xoxo